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p over it

by bitch lungs

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1.
im sitting by myself on the couch in the garage got my head in a bag cause i drank too much now im wondering if I can hash it out with god he says kid I can’t give you a break just cause you don’t know how much you should take and I tell him that I didnt even drink that much he says “clay but its been 4 times this month” and I say god I think there may be something wrong with me and he says damn right there is you gotta figure how to handle your shit So now I’m sticking to one drink but I can’t focus on one thing so Im letting it go And I can’t hear what they’re saying but my body is aching I think I’m losing the lingo so now Im calling up the doc to get a damn renewal of the pills that I took when I was back in school but I can’t make a fucking appointment without this $100 dollar fee I’ll make excuses so you look at me then he asks me what is wrong I try to keep it vague from my nosebleeds to my stomach aches I say doc I think there may be something wrong with me and he says damn right there is you gotta figure how to handle your shit now I’m sticking to one drink but I can’t focus on one thing so Im letting it go And I can’t hear what they’re saying but my body is aching I think I’m losing the lingo
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We stroll up to the party and we scream we don’t fit in With our blatant lack of style and our ability to sometimes grin It’s not so much I care about exactly what you think It is more the fact I wish that we could try to keep this somewhat lowkey But instead we’ll fuel the fire with our excessive need to drink In the corner by ourselves, we keep it close to the kitchen sink I’ll keep my mouth shut so you can’t ever find me out Like how I’m a… I’m a sucker for a pop song with a hook Like you’re a sucker for being an asshole And every time I’m feeling so far gone I look like I forgot that I didn’t fit in here Will somebody smile and pretend that their having fun My eyes are closed and my voice is hoarse As I scream these words and I play these chords And I wonder what their thinking as we fuck up every song We’re smoking cigarettes on your front porch steps Get in a fight with your weird ass roommate With our friends downstairs singing Christmas carols When you just want us to leave So much for for laying low, well I think they found me out How I’m a... I’m a sucker for a pop song with a hook Like you’re a sucker for a basement party And every time I’m feeling so far gone I look around but no one’s there And when its time to go but we cant drive home We’ll walk around the block till morning And we’ll spend our time talking And we’ll spend our time pretending For if you fail the first time Try and try again But what happens if you just dont fit in
3.
you choke me out in the middle of the party we are so drunk i agree a bit half heartedly my love will you take me somewhere else where i dont have to be myself when the partys over and everyone goes home and theres nothing left to do but feel alone will you remember was it worth it? well i dont know we’re in the car and we’re driving up the coast to the shack up on the cliff of some friends u have back home it is raining and the lane is getting smaller my heart is beating faster and i am pulling over and you ask me if everythings alrights and i say yeah this happens to me all the time is it dangerous should we change it well i dont know now ur gone and i wish that i was too but i wanna come and visit i wanna see your brand new room but rn its freezing so ill come out in the summer when the weathers not so shitty to see if you still love her we can walk across the bridge into the city and talk about how everythings so pretty how we could live here maybe someday i dont know
4.
like my father said its a long life to live if you'd be a a little patient you can take it all in but pops what happens in the end when I don't turn out like you did? so im sorry but im still hoping 4 the best i found 13 dollars cash in the pocket of my favorite pants we can buy a cheap 12 pack from the station where I get my gas and we can drink em in the park cause tomorrow i've got a later start and I can worry about all this then i can open up my mouth if you wanna hear my looming doubts or i can keep you in mind for the plans i make from time to time or i can go on about my life update ive rehearsed so well or I can tell you exactly what you wanna hear as the time goes on will you tell me if I took too long or if it will be too late 4 me to try to renegotiate something more useful to do with my time as our friends look back on the people that they spent time with will they hold in their laugh or at least try to be nice for if i were to even try i can open up my mouth if you wanna hear my looming doubts or i can keep you in mind for the plans i make from time to time or i can go on about my life update ive rehearsed so well or I can tell you exactly what you wanna hear
5.
i dont have anything good to say but imma say it anyways i dont have anything good to play but imma play it anyways u can tell me all the stories about how ur friends have died u can tell me all the stories about how u wish that you woulda tried i wanna be there for you i dont have anything good to do, no not today i dont have anything good to make but imma make shit anyways u can tell me all the stories about all the times you've cried u can tell me all the stories about how u wish that you woulda tried i wanna be there for you
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dipsea 04:29
if you could tell me what I see you’d say that your sorry I know its hard in the parking lot crying but at least we are trying to pull this apart feeling better is easy when your here but your mind is somewhere else give me something to hold to when your gone and im here all by myself wondering at all if time will tell if you could tell me what I see you’d say that your sorry but you dont know how you express that you love me but I dont have the money right now sitting with hands in my pockets ill give you a look when i feel fine pick u a flower its dying but at least we are trying to figure it out and i wonder if time will tell
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cope 03:15
I dont watch the news but i want to So i could have something better to talk to you about Id say something smart when you ask me about propositions and taxes and shit And i be better prepared for all of it Ill rehearse my lines in the bathroom But ill spend more time in the backroom alone I cant tell the difference in the taste but I can feel the redness in my face from it all a combination of nerves and mass amounts of alcohol i broke your old bed frame and forgot to be afraid and we’ll walk the 4 blocks home from the one bar by the square you turn the tv on and the bottles is all gone the coffees in the pot so go help yourself the floorboard creeks beneath my feet by the office up the stairs i wonder what your thinking bout as we say the evening prayer talk of new apartments and a dayjob till it gets to me and I switches all up see it in your face when you ask me I need new shoes is that such a bad thing to say looking back it doesnt matter anyway left my backpack at the bar and my wallet in the car ride past your boyfriends work with a blood stain on my wrinkled shirt i take it by the day just another way to say that i really dont know what im doing wrong theres a new bike lane that just got built on the road I take on my same commute it makes me happy for now so when march does come and nothings changed ill come up w another way to cope
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